YUNGBLUD - casual sabotage Lyrics

Hiding here in camouflage
When they said that they want me
You love me, you need me
Call it casual sabotage
You think that it's easy

I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
I don't understand this on my own

I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist

Sitting staring at my watch
I can't tell if it's morning or midday or evening
The pressure got my head in knots
I don't always deceive it

I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
I don't understand this on my own (I don't understand this on my own)

I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist

B-burn me down till we're nothin' but enemies
Shut me out till we're nothin' but friends
Burn me out till we're nothin' but enemies (enemies, enemies)
And shut me out till we're nothing but friends (friends)

I'm just a messed up kid (I won't ever hide alone)
With sewn up lips (she took my heart and cut it out)
I can't take this shit (breakin' for the two of us)
I need to exist (broken until there's only dust)