YungFang - Don't Wan Say Goodbye Lyrics

I've been in the rain too long, It's time to face all my pain, look at all my wrongs
No matter what I've been through I've stayed strong
Even though I had hard times and felt alone
I really needed God by my side I was in the crib getting high, tryin hide

The devil want my soul, I don't want to say goodbye
I really want to change, but I can't unless
I try I was using my last day's high off pills
Hated being sick, spent anything to be well Hiding from myself and loved ones, they aint

Know how to feel My only destination was headed straight to hell
Devil on my back, he took control of the wheel Everyone worried about me, figured they couldn't
Tell Dark nights, waiting for my last exhale
Stress taking over, only thinking of myself
Focusing on doing better, no more living in the past

Sunny no matter the weather, ain't no more being sad
Told God change my life forever, he responded fast
It's like he sent me a letter, forgiving me
For being bad My whole life, I've been overthinking

Life moves too fast, I don't want to waste it
How we on this earth and who made it? Never scared to risk every chance I take it
I've been in the rain too long It's time to face all my pain, look at all my wrongs
No matter what I've been through, I stay strong

Even though I had hard times, I felt alone
I really needed God by my side I was in the crib getting high, tryin hide
The devil want my soul, I don't want to say goodbye
I really want to change, but I can't unless

I try Since a youngin', I never knew I would be addicted
As I got older, I knew my family dealt with addiction
Guess we could've predicted
But you told me that story while I was younger, it would've been fiction

It was my faith, God brought me down to my knees
He took me down a route that I thought I would never see
He showed me my flaws, and I had to believe I was young, dumb, and I was naive
I had to stay down for all these blessings that I received

All these tattoos in my skin, the pain I relieved
All these girls are demons, they take your heart, they are thieves
Since the devil was a snake, since Adam and Eve
Can't put my trust in no one, cause I know they just all gonna leave

But I guess it was a fun run, you left my heart on freeze