How I Feel Video (MV)

Why is it that you can be so real with someone
And still end up getting played?
Like you can give everything you got
You know what I'm saying?
It just never works out
Imma tell you how I feel

Yeah Imma tell you how I feel
Imma always keep it real
I wear my heart on my sleeves
Why do they always have to leave
Left my heart bleeding
Trying to make you stay pleading
You ain't have to change like the seasons
Don't wanna believe but you keep giving me reasons

Yeah and this is really how im feeling
Shouldn't have trusted you just trusted my feelings
Now you got me hurt in my feelings
Went behind my back how you do me like that?
Doing shady dealings
You to coward to look me in the face
And you know you was my number one
No one could ever take your place
How did we end up like this? In dismay
In a death race for love but losing in last place
I had to take a chance leave and roll the dice
But you had me hypnotized by lies
Every time I looked in your eyes
Yeah we was standing on the edge
Never thought you'd push me over the ledge
Didn't mean it when I told you I'd give my life
Yeah I know I took a pledge
And I question why does this always happen to me?
Is it all a test? I don't know but my soul hurting
I'm just soul searching for rest
Trusting somewhere out there the best is yet to come
You got me feeling numb

Yeah Imma tell you how I feel
Imma always keep it real
I wear my heart on my sleeves
Why do they always have to leave
Left my heart bleeding
Trying to make you stay pleading
You ain't have to change like the seasons
Don't wanna believe but you keep giving me reasons

Yeah, Yeah you kept giving me reasons for leaving
You betrayed me like it was nothing
Like treason ain't a thang to you
Like I ain't do a thang to you but be there for you
Now you wanna say it's all my fault let's be fair
You walk right by without saying a word my heart it tears
To give my all to someone let it go to waste that's my biggest fear
But its all good now I can see how you used me
Finally my visions clear

I don't wanna leave
It's so hard to sleep
What does all this mean?
I don't wanna leave
Tell me it's a dream
It's not what it seems
I don't wanna leave
It's so hard to breathe
My hearts on my sleeve
I don't wanna leave
I just want relief
I don't wanna greave no