Yungstar Millz - Never Stop Me Lyrics

You know I usually don't talk in my intros but uh...
I got somethings I need to get off my chest man
This song is dedicated to someone I know
Who did me wrong for so many years
It's time I address this now...
Sometimes I wonder why you came into my life in the first place
I'm sad but pretend to smile on my birthdays
You really hurt me on my best and my worst days
Wish I could start my life over in reverse, aye
I was a normal kid just as I remember
Until you showed up and changed me like the weather
Let's take it back, 2005 December
When I was 13 not many knew we were together
Not even my friends, but the teachers they noticed
The way I been acting it was hard to stay focused
Fighting students, skipping school, getting in trouble
They don't know why I'm going through this pain and struggle
Cause you always bring me down when I'm try'na be at best
Bringing up my past traumas that haunt me and even death
See these type of discussions we always argue in private
To the point where I lose it and start to act violent
People be asking us if we're fine but we're not
I told my fam about us from time and they we're shocked
They didn't believe me when I told them about what I was going through
When I was with you and now they starting to notice you
I even gave up my last job because of you
I'm at a breaking point and I don't know what to do...
I Introduce you to my doctors, therapists, and pastors
Receiving advice on how to get rid of your disasters
But it didn't matter cause deep down I get madder
Made me give up on life and quit try'na be a rapper
I wake up everyday wishing I die in my sleep
You keep me up all the time, so I cry in my sheets
You know I'm so sick and tired of living like this I'm cheesed
It's like you left a sharp pain up inside me it's deep
It's like I'm running away but you still continue to chase me
Down these roadblocks, and you're always in the way see
It's like you're winning the battle and I'm losing
Expressing this situation would be the best solution
I been silent forever, now I'm gonna expose you
And let everyone know what I go through
In my life cause dwelling on your negativity symbolizes what held me back
Got the power to control you they used to tell me that
It's a shame in my school years you wasn't mentioned
On how to cope with someone like you it's so upsetting
So I'm a call you out on mic stages when I speak
And I don't really care if people label me as weak
Oh, now you saying that I'm taking it too far
I'm a tell the whole world what kind of human that you are
But you're just a condition that lives inside me
Screw you depression, you can never stop me!