Yvng Swim - Reset (You Can Just Forget Everything I Said) Lyrics

I should be more focused on just tryna be better
But for me it seems I'm only happiest whenever I'm with you
Keep my secrets tucked in the letter I wrote you
But didn't have the guts to send it

I just wanna know that I can trust you
I know I shouldn't go back but I must do
What I gotta do to keep myself sane because you
Make it harder and harder; y'know I don't know why I love you
Wish I could make sense of it all
Cause whenever I'm mad I put my head through the wall
And I just wanna stop turning to alcohol
Do you remember how easy it was last fall

When you'd put up your hair, sorry that I would stare off into space
(Yeah)
Blank face like I don't compare
I remember when you cried and said it's not fair
(Not fair)
But nowadays there's really nothin' left there
I feel another hand around my throat but I'm okay with it
(I'm lying)
Pull the hammer, let it blow, but aim it at my head
(F*cking dying)
Just leave me alone I've been in my bed
I'm tryin' get out my head, think I need a reset
(I think that I'm really better dead
Yeah, you can just forget like everything I said
I think that I'm really better off dead
Yeah, you can just forget like everything I said)

Holdin' onto your opinion
Never gonna give any consideration
To anyone complicatin' your plan
The things you say are comin'
Are somethin' I'm gonna run from
That's right, you're never gonna see me again
Holdin' onto my emotions like a switchblade
White knuckles, tight grip
Is that why f*ckin' wrist bleeds
Sorry I got blood on your bedsheets
I don't really wanna talk today
I don't really wanna talk today, yeah

I just wanna know that I can trust you
I know I shouldn't go back but I must do
What I gotta do to keep myself sane because you
Make it harder and harder; y'know I don't know why I love you
Wish I could make sense of it all
Cause whenever I'm mad I put my head through the wall
And I just wanna stop turning to alcohol
Do you remember how easy it was last fall

I feel another hand around my throat but I'm okay with it
(I'm lying)
Pull the hammer, let it blow, but aim it at my head
(F*cking dying)
Just leave me alone I've been in my bed
I'm tryin' get out my head, think I need a reset
(I think that I'm really better dead
Yeah, you can just forget like everything I said
I think that I'm really better off dead
Yeah, you can just forget like everything I said)