Yvngheartbreak - It's All in My Head Lyrics

Searching for whatever will fix my void
People don't keep it a grand so i try to avoid
I've been searching for peace how much will it cost
I've been losing my sanity i don't know how much I've lost
I was living in a f*ckin purgatory
I was gone off it but that wouldn't tell a story
Jace said just watch give us two years
It took all the hard work blood, sweat and tears
I stopped worrying bout the judgement of my peers
Living with my demons for so long i got rid of my fears
Living through life i learned
Everybody is quick to switch quick to turn
And i wasnt with that so i had bridges to burn
Sometimes I wish i could go back in time
Just to spend a lil time with my soldiers that died
I've loved and I've lost
Lookin for some peace in my head what's the cost

As time lapse i get more sad
Poppin xannies while im leaning
Trynna evade my f*cking demons
I just sit back and look back
Had a lil bit of happiness but they took that
I hope that they cherish me
My soul has been perished see
Stunt or get stuntin on so I stunt
Got bout a billion problems in this blunt
My demons took the wings off my angel
Would you f*ck wit me if you saw all angels
People use to laugh at me
None of em even knew half of me
Going through what i went through got my mind messed up
Growing up too fast it got my time messed up
All the times i wanted to end it
Life I just can't comprehend it
But I'm lost in the dark ain't no coming back
I start to see a lul light but it fades back to black

Don't love me don't get close
I hate the world but i hate myself the most