Yxng Chai - October Lyrics

I gave you my heart but I never got it back
Said you'd stick with me, guessing that was a lie
Now you haunt my dreams, playing me every night
I just wanna talk, I just wanna know why
Thousand Kisses was for you, in case you didn't click
I know I f*cked up but I love you, regrets on my list
Back 2016 and I'm stuck there, hypnotising thing
I put that out there but I'm not scared, distant memories
Yeah I know I said no tattoos on my scars
Running out of space, moving on yeah I tried
I said bye to drugs but they call when I'm sad
I miss getting f*cked, I'm better when I'm high
I gave you my heart but I never got it back
Said you'd stick with me, guessing that was a lie
Now you haunt my dreams, playing me every night
I just wanna talk, I just wanna know why
Dark thoughts, like the weather
But somedays I wake up I'm feeling better
Nose rings stuck together
Wish you stayed with me like this forever
I sometimes wonder if this was all a dream
Prince in a black castle waiting for a queen
Cursed by a dark shadow and then disappear
Always looking for her, spirit in the wind
I gave you my heart but I never got it back
Said you'd stick with me, guessing that was a lie
Now you haunt my dreams, playing me every night
I just wanna talk, I just wanna know why