Interlude (100 Reasons Why) Video (MV)

Today's just one of those days

You know those days where you hate the prospect of staying alive?

You don't understand that? Oh
That means you must be happy
I wonder what that's like
Umm, so basically sometimes I don't wanna live anymore
Now I know what you're thinking
We need to swat this dude, because he sounds suicidal

But tbh ngl, I don't wanna kill myself
I just don't wanna live anymore

So here are my 100 reasons why, I wanna die

1. I'm tired all the time
2. I'm only 23, but my back feels like it's 72
3. The other day, I went to the grocery store
And bought everything I need to make mini pizzas, but forgot the pepperoni slices
4. I bought a PS4 Pro last year. I had to sell it for rent money this year
5. I'm immensely curious about everything in the world and there's not enough time to do everything
6. I'm afraid that I might not live up to be the person I want to be
7. 2017's Justice League
8. YouTube
9. My innate desire to continue to make videos on YouTube, even if I hate it sometimes
10. When you order a burger, specifically without mayonnaise
And all the put on the f*cking burger - is mayonnaise
11. The primal need for sleep
12. The primal need for food
13. The primal need to take shits
14. Systematic Racism
15. When all of the self checkout lines are full, so you have to talk to an actual real life human being
16. Not having enough work to make the money needed to pay my rent
17. Rent
18. The entire year of 2018
19. Trying to order a meal on Postmates
When there are no drivers near your favorite restaurant
20. The fact that people still use XD in current year
21. Damn Daniel memes
22. Running out of hot sauce for my burritos
23. Going to a government official building
And realizing that they're closed for Confederate memorial day
24. The entire concept of the Weaboo
25. Facebook
26. That window of time when you're hungry
But you're waiting to go eat food with other people
27. Being hungry literally right now
28. Child prodigies
29. When I was in Chicago and a homeless man took my Mountain Dew
30. Having the potential to do anything, but worrying that I'll never be good enough
31. Constipation
32. Diarrhea
33. When someone pisses on the toilet seat and doesn't clean it up
34. When someone uses too much toilet paper
35. Literally everything that has to do with taking shits (Scream this)
36. Migraines
37. Being in a vehicle for more than 30 minutes
38. Star Wars Episode 8 The Last Jedi
39. When Porn Hub doesn't have the full video
40. Poverty
41. Fallout 76
42. The constant struggle with your faith
Because life is difficult and you're not sure how to ever make it easy
But you continue to persevere anyways
43. Coming up with 100 different reasons why you want to die
44. Being a failure, because you couldn't come up with all 100 reasons