Zachariah - Special Lyrics

Did so much that I can't even see straight
I've had enough, these drugs are adding up aye
On the real, I can barely function
Off the drugs, I be feeling special
I'm so numb, I can never feel you
I'm so gone, I can't even see you
On the real, I can barely function
Off the drugs, I be feeling special

How these drugs always get the best of me?
Mix 'em up then throw them in the recipe
You and I will never have this chemistry
Do or die, I'll always have this harmony
What can you even say now?
Do you feel my pain now?
I can't feel a thing now
Please, don't try to save me now
I don't want yo' pitty bitch
I just think you're shitty bitch
Look at how you did me bitch
I don't wanna hear that shit, no
Off the drugs, I got powers, aye
So I never stay sober, aye
Now my hearts getting colder, aye
Now I know that this is over

Did so much that I can't even see straight
I've had enough, these drugs are adding up aye
On the real, I can barely function
Off the drugs, I be feeling special
I'm so numb, I can never feel you
I'm so gone, I can't even see you
On the real, I can barely function
Off the drugs, I be feeling special

Baby look at what you did to me. I'm so f*cked up mentally
All that wasted energy, all because you lied to me
But now I gotta know? Why'd you have to go?
Look what you made me do, yeah. I was in love with you, yeah
But now I feel so good, yeah. When I'm on these things, yeah
I can't no feel pain, yeah. Give me anything, yeah
Get me through this rain, yeah
Just get me through this pain, yeah
But now I gotta know? Why'd you have to go?
But now you gotta go, these in drugs in control

Did so much that I can't even see straight
I've had enough, these drugs are adding up aye
On the real, I can barely function
Off the drugs, I be feeling special
I'm so numb, I can never feel you
I'm so gone, I can't even see you
On the real, I can barely function
Off the drugs, I be feeling special