You better get a life-vest we're going into the ocean
It'll save your life from unforgiving waves crashing down
Gotta keep on moving and don't you dare think of slowin'
If you lower the anchor you'll be dead if you stop then you drown
Put your hoodies up we're heading into the weather
Keep anything you love away you don't want it to be hurt or get shattered
'Cause it matters
It's the only thing that's keeping you here even if it's staying in the rain you hate and love and only makes you sadder!
I'm drowning but I still prefer the rain
Sinking 10 feet down in an ocean I cannot seem to escape
The sirens calling giving me false hopes to try and to save
Myself from all of the rain that is now my watery grave
My head is under water to keep breathing's a pain
I've got a weight of depression that's on a shackle and chain
Chained to my leg and neck, I am a wreck
I can't relive, I can't forget all of my stress
Clean up this mess or better yet lay me to rest
That's the thoughts you battle with when you live in the rain
Sometimes I have myself thinking that I've gone insane
I can't be thinking these lies and believing them too sometime
But the voices in my head scream to me that they aren't playing
The more overthought, the harder the fall
The low self esteem, the more chances are
The rain will drown you darkness will surround you
Don't the let the suicidal thoughts get in and be around you
Chilling numb, rain is freezing
Losing touch, body's seizing
How can I fall asleep at night when my mind is always screaming
I can talk people listen, but they'll never get the symptoms
Never know what it is like inside my mind when it's the victim of a darkness preying on
All my weaknesses I've lost any sense of direction 'cause I second guess 'em
Then dissect 'em, then regret it, put on headphones, drown depression
Hate myself 'til I go dark once again!
Like what if
I let go? Flew off the road?
Nobody'd know, nobody'd show, nobody'd care, nobody won't
Darkness above, darkness below
All that I've known, seeing no hope
Towel is thrown, taking a blow
String up the rope, tears overflow
Carry the load, feeling so low
Gotta get out of this rut but I'm scared to open up
And I think I've run out of luck so I don't know if I will beat this one
Gotta get help I'm not feeling myself
I don't know how to tell everyone that I've fell
And I'm feeling unwell with no cure for my health
And I've run out of hell with these feelings I've felt!
That's the thoughts you battle with when you live in the rain
Sometimes I have myself thinking that I've gone insane
I can't be thinking these lies and believing them too sometime
But the voices in my head scream to me that they aren't playing
The more overthought, the harder the fall
The low self esteem, the more chances are
The rain will drown you darkness will surround you
Don't the let the suicidal thoughts get in and be around you
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