Zachx - Static Lyrics

Verse 1:
Last heart-the end,
Yet time to begin.
Which course do I go?
All these years blurred into fears;
Lord, help me know.
It's been the best,
And the worst.
Now is the last,
Next is the first.

Pre-Chorus:
Depression dissolving;
Would extinction of me
Poison anxiety?

Chorus:
Currently it feels like lungs can't breathe
Deep enough to be relieved.
All this static in my way.
Can't see-blurry. Hearing deaf by fate.
It's all I'm seeing; all I'm hearing.
Don't know where to move I'm static.

Verse 2:
Don't want to change,
Only remain.
Admit the degree.
Wisdom is ahead.
Experience is bred.
Attack of stupidity.
It all seems safe
From a distance.
Though, the ache
Comes from listening.

Pre-Chorus:
Attempt to listen,
And then try to pretend
To understand.

Bridge:
Near unconsciousness;
Fears and stress.
Static, but cling
To the King.
In static and shock;
Discharging the block.
Too unstable to be homeostatic.
Stat, I need assistance.
I'm not ecstatic like everybody else-
I'm static to myself...
(I am...)