Zaiah - To My Wife Lyrics

I'm sorry I fell
I'm sorry that I don't do well by myself
I'm sorry that I got some flaws
I'm working on talking to God
I'm working on being alright, being okay
I got some baggage that gets in the way
I got some knives in my back and a bruise on my heart
I just pray that God take it away
Take all my sin, falling again
It's hard to forget, when I can't forgive
The lust that I get in my mind, wasting my time
Looking at women reduced to a dime
Was thinking that I could find love in a screen
God I need help would you come and intervene
I'm sorry I failed to the girl of my dreams
Not who I should be, this isn't me, please
Sorry I got lost on the way
Thankful that I'm given salvation
Think about you now, all I have is shame
I'm sorry for the things I was chasing
Lost in my foolishness, dabbling in lust like a hooligan
Pray that God give me deliverance, pray that I still got forgiveness
Seems like everything about me just a red flag
All I bring is shame and emotional baggage
Love unconditional, focused for you and I will not fall
I know that God got a plan and I'm trusting his hand
I'm working on being a man that I ought to be
Fighting my battles like Odyssey
I was no spiritual prodigy
Some of my actions were bodily
God I was moving so haughtily
I see the fool in me, somehow you just see the good in me
Learn from the way that you love on me
Show me the way that love ought to be
Thank you for giving a chance
Thank you for taking my hand
I'm sorry I failed as a man
Yet you understand, grace