Why the hell am I crying? I can't find the reason
Is it because I can't take the comprehension
Of that I'm grown
But I can't let go of my own
Childhood. The memories bring me to tears
And I can't help but cry here
Maybe it's because I'm not ready to grow up
My childhood reminders keep me from growin' up
Is it because I'm sad that I'm not a kid anymore
That's probably it. My eyes are getting sore
My responsibility is weighing on me
The memories are hurting me mentally
And I can't take the pain much longer
I wish to be a kid again but I know that wishes work no longer
Pokemon music gets me tearin'
Childhood movies get me cryin'
I'm an adult I'm not ready
I have to grow up, but that's not me
Did you know that I knew
That my childhood was great
Time is my enemy
Time is killing me
On the inside
I think I'm gonna die
These memories are makin' me cry
I keep telling myself I need, I need, need to relax
But how can I relax when I'm having a heart attack
The memories are pushing me back
I'm an adult, can I come to terms with that?
In 2005 I was playing Pokemon Emerald in 2006 I was watching The Replacements
The nostalgia goes beyond this
These years, it goes before these years
Yu-Gi-Oh! after school, something I can still hear
I remember watching House of Mouse
I remember playing my PS2 screamin' "NO!" outta my mouth
I remember fighting over a crayon in elementary school
I remember tryin' to be like the kids that seemed to be cool
I remember WBKids and I remember Miguzi
I remember this 'cause these memories are dear to me
Time is my enemy
Time is killing me
On the inside
I think I'm gonna die
These memories are makin' me cry
How do I deal with this?
What do I make outta the experience?
I don't know how to handle it
I don't know how to conquer it
Maybe I should just live with it