Zayfromthebay - Flashbacks Lyrics

Chillin here feeling like a f*ck up
Last words I said was shut the f*ck up
Get ya shit and get the f*ck out
You don't pay bills here this is my house
Told me you have no where to go
Shrugged my shoulders and said so
Sounds like a personal problem if you ask me
Tell me do I look like an answer key
Answer me simply
Is it no or maybe so
You'd get mad when I'd chill with the bros
'Sumed I was out here collecting hoes
Oh no oh no here we go
Swear I think she's going to blow
Told you before that girl is just a friend
What part can't you comprehend
I made bad choices and I understand
Last night I came home drunk again
You call me up asking me where have I been
Swear you're about to kill my buzz
They say pain is apart of love
Every time that I close my eyes
I begin to fantasize
No lie
Your smile I can f*cking visualize
Can't help it, I cry
Didn't even say goodbyye
You weren't happy but I didn't notice
Quit on me without a notice
Feel Anita Baker caught up in a Raptue
Sitting on the couch and I still hear your laughter
Try to move on but I'm stuck on this chapter
Can y'all really pray for me while I call our pastor

Boy
It's like do you not see that I scarfice
Hate coming home cause I'm sleep alone
And I swear this is everynight
You're in the livingroom trying to write
Throwing clues hoping you might
Just catch what I'm ptiching
So I start bitching
Put ya self in my position
Many of hours I'd sit and listen
Cook you meals and I did I mention
I can't even get a little attenion
But you spoke of that bitch again
Telling me she's just a friend
Just a friend?
You made bad choices do you understand
Last night you came home drunk again
I called your ass asking where have you been
Said I'm about to kill ya buzz
They say pain is part of love
Every time that I close my eyes
I begin to fantasize
No lie
Better situation I can f*cking visualize
Can't help it, I cry
Time for me to say goodbyye
I wasn't happy and you didn't notice
Quit on you without a notice
Feel Anita Baker caught up in a Raptue
Scrolling through our memories and I hear ya laughter
Try to move on but I'm stuck on this chapter
Can y'all really pray for me while I call our pastor