Monkey see monkey do
If you want to make it through
Just do as I say
And it'll be okay
They want their life to be
Thematic
Overmelodramatic
But instead they're stuck in static
Trying to balance charm and charity
While trying to find some clarity
Can't seem to remember the day
Was probably too faded anyway
Keep getting lost in my own vanity
On the constant search for my sanity
Just know I didn't want this to end
I'm sorry I'm not the things I could've been
Life in an airport
Waiting in baggage claim
Can't do this forever
And it's my baggage to blame
Taught me to listen and how to see
Just please don't ask me
The music or muse
Cuz you know which one I'll choose
Trying to balance charm and charity
While trying to find some clarity
Can't seem to remember the day
Was probably too faded anyway
Keep getting lost in my own vanity
On the constant search for my sanity
Just know I didn't want this to end
I'm sorry I'm not the things I could've been
But there's always time
For should haves
And could haves
And would haves
And if I knew then what I know now
It could've made a difference somehow
But all we've got is here and now
Trying to balance charm and charity
While trying to find some clarity
Can't seem to remember the day
Was probably too faded anyway
Keep getting lost in my own vanity
On the constant search for my sanity
Just know I didn't want this to end
I'm sorry I'm not the things I could've been