Zero - Should I Lyrics

You had me always talkin about our love
But then you'd go and push me against the wall
And after every fight we would always make up
But then you went away
Then you went away
After all the lies and the heartbreak pain
I looked into your eyes and I saw the same things
Something that keeps pulling me back to you
I know that I should stay
I know that I should stay
Why can't I give up on things that I love the most
I to think that, letting go, is what hurts the most
Even worse than a friend that turns to ghost
You aint even know, aye
Lost love ones to the pills, to the dope
To the feels, couldn't cope
Knots from their stomach gone to their throat, aye
Tying off hope, guess that's the way that it goes huh
Yuh, so tell me
How am I supposed to know love, ey
If I ain't ever shown love, ey
And even when I was, it was fake
Layin' in the grass with the snakes
Throwing my past in my face
Sayin that they care, but they only time they care
Is when there's cash in the bank yuh
And after all the lies and the heartbreak pain
I looked into your eyes and I saw the same things
There's something that keeps pulling me back to you
I know that I should stay
I know that I should stay
I remember the nights waking up staring at your ghost
Reliving all the trauma that hurts me the most
Now I'm in a constant coast, a comatose
And it's been that way since I made you go
Down the wrong path
I never meant to, but I miss your laugh
And it takes everything not to break down
I should've grasped your hand and try to save you, eh
I'm sorry
And I know its too late, but it haunts me
Everything I hear your name I am hardly
Able to keep sane, cause I caused your falling
If I stayed I could have saved you
And it kills me to know I could have saved you
And I should've been there when you needed me to
Now your death is something I have to live through
And after all the lies and the heartbreak pain
I looked into your eyes and I saw the same things
There's something that keeps pulling me back to you
I know that I should stay
I know that I should stay
How could I not think it's my fault
Lookin' at the damaged that I've caused
Knowing I can never right my wrongs
Pouring my heart out into these songs
For all the ones I loved that have lost
I'm gonna make it but what did it cost
Yeah, what did it cost
What did it cost
You had me always talkin about our love
But then you'd go and push me against the wall
And after every fight we would always make up
But then you went away, then you went away
And after all the lies and the heartbreak pain
I looked into your eyes and I saw the same things
There's something that keeps pulling me back to you
I know that I should stay
I know that I should stay