Zero - Sleep on It Lyrics

Why am I writing this
I shouldn't be holding a grudge
But you pulled away all my friends
Along with 'em all my courage
Wish I was happier
My August was cloudy as f*ck
The only one pulling me up
Was TTC Kendrick and such
Call 911
Who dat boy? who am is
No one talks, mind your biz
So much lofi he's bipolar
Running solo, runs on solar
Nobody gasses him up
Might end up hating those lines
How could I've been so alone
When I had you in my life?
I was too ignorant
To split us apart or refine
Draining my energy
And data be costing me dimes
So sign me the check
And pay me back for all my time
Cause time is money
And I can't buy joy in rhymes

There's no way
I should've fallen in my thought
But late in the evening
I'm pondering what I've lost
There's no way
I should've fallen in my thought
But late in the evening
I'm pondering what I've lost

Why am I writing this
I know that this ep ain't tight
And I'm gonna hate my SoundCloud page
When people say "Zero ain't aight"
Plus down the road
There's no way I'd be at the top
And I don't know if it's hip hop
Breakdancing or doing mic drops
I gotta stop
Getting ahead of myself
My head is inside of itself
And late in the evening my self-esteem
As fake as an elf on the shelf
Cause now I start doubting my qualities
Society says I can't write that
All of my peers seem fine though
Instagram says they're alright, at
Everyone else with a hashtag
Maybe the suicide hotline
Cause all of my followers sad
They hide all the darkness with tan lines
Nobody talk to me
Nobody talk to me
Or misunderstand this beat
4:04 am I weep

There's no way
I should've fallen in my thought
But late in the evening
I'm pondering what I've lost
There's no way
I should've fallen in my thought
But late in the evening
I'm pondering what I've lost

I've lost you
Face it, you've lost yourself