Zhary - Losses Lyrics

I'd be lying if I said I never think about the times
Make me cry bout it
All these bottled up emotions ever since I lost my family
I sit down and think bout dying bout it
Swear to God I'm on the edge
Lonely thoughts inside my head
If you push me I might fall off
I done lost so many friends in the end, I might never be the same
I keep it all honest

Ever since got it poppin', niggas watchin', but I ain't really got no time
All this money on my line
I been flying
Told my mama I'll be fine
But I be lying
Went to church to speak my mind
I talked to God and asked him why
I asked him why
I was under 17
Young, dumb, chasing green
I never prayed, but know my grandma always prayed for me
I talk about it, but it never seems to help
All this Henny in my system can't be good for my health
That's why I'm filling up my lungs
Bullets in my gun
If they ever take my brother, I might take somebody son
Left hand on the Bible
Right hand up to God
Cause if it wasn't for my family, I would make it this far
(No)

I'd be lying if i said i never think about the times
Make me cry bout it
All these bottled up emotions ever since i lost my family
I sit down and think bout dying bout it
Swear to God i'm on the edge
Lonely thoughts inside my head
If you push me i might fall off
I done lost so many friends in the end, I might never be the same
I keep it all honest