Bevy Video (MV)

I never thought that we would be together to be honest
You always made me feel better, always so modest
But I knew I couldn't trust you, knew you were not solid
But you felt so smooth, your body was so flawless
Met you before college
Junior year of high school
Met you at a party conversate-ing in the right mood
We was smoking, drinking, other women in the side room
But I took one good look at you and I knew I desired you
And I was 17
Still messing with them greens
In fact I f*cked around with Mary 'fore I knew a thing
But now she gone I'm glad it's finally just you and me
I'm hanging with you every weekend you were doing me
It started off so innocent
Like In a sense, I was tryna keep my innocence
And inner sense
You didn't have a lot going for you baby
And I was tryna balance my life and not go crazy
Without you I get shaky
Trembling and I'm craving you
I can't wait for Friday together we celebrating you
And I know I had lot going for me baby
But you would get inside me and cause me to go crazy
My feelings were so shady
So we took a break
You still hung out with all my friends that was a big mistake
We had too much of each other needed some time away
But wherever I went you were there, like you just knew my pain
My friends would want me to come over but I know you're there
I wanna talk with you but honestly I'm kinda scared
That conversation enticing but baby I can't bare
What we'd do alone, it's something I would not like to share
But I miss your taste
Familiar embrace
The way you f*cked me up better than all my other dates
My feelings so strong, trust me I tried to run away but I could not escape
The luscious feeling of bevy rage
It's only been a month and f*ck I'm stuck on loving you
What we had was so special the way I'm touching you
You made me feel amazing this feeling is untouchable
And whenever I'm down I always ended up hugging you
But then you switched up on me what the f*ck I trusted you
I get a call and my homie died because of you
I didn't wanna do this Bevy, I love you
But now you gotta go, I'm screaming at you, F*ck you
You're the reason I don't talk to strangers
You're the reason my parents told me that you were dangerous
You're the reason people are locked inside cages
You're the reason people get too much and die ain't ya, ain't ya
I grab you right off the counter and throw you on the floor
Your body shatters the sound is piercing me to the core
I thought I knew you but you aren't yourself anymore,
You took away my friends, like it's their fault you f*cking whore
I'm tryna get a grip
I take a f*cking rip
Cuz if I ain't got Bevy, got Nikki by my hip
We got a all black Chevy hopping in Pedro's whip
And headed to the service while Bevy lay dead In my crib
I wish you never existed
This world would be so pure and I know it sounds unrealistic
And even though you always picked me up when I was down
The next day I feel so bad, done with you now
You can go, Bevy
You can go
You can go, Bevy
I want to be alone