I told you that I loved you
And I still feel the same
You'd have no reason to believe me
And I know that I'm to blame
I can't tell you that I'm sorry now
And I'm still trying to figure it out
How to go on without you
It gets harder now everyday
I don't have the words to even explain
Why I still feel this way
I know this was hard for you
And I pushed you away
I pushed you away
I've been feeling guilty now everytime
I think about you and ask myself
Why, I still can't get over you
But now it's too late
I've made too many mistakes
I just wanna tell you that I'm sorry
Somehow
If I could go back now
I feel like just somehow
I'd have the right words to say
You wouldn't have to walk away
But you know that's not the truth
No matter what I still love you
I always loved you
I know I put you through hell
You've dealt with it so well
Didn't want it to ever have to end this way
I did you wrong I know
I said I told you so
I've lost all hope
My world's gone up in smoke
I should've never let you go
I just miss you
And I'm sorry for all that I've put you through
I just hope one day you'll forgive me too
I know you never wanted this
You were always haunted by this
And I'm to blame
I'm to blame
I still think about you time and time again
Wondering if I could just be friend
But you probably don't want that
And baby I get that
I know it's been tough
You're stuck in the rough
But you can get out of it
I never really doubted it
I just acted wrong
Now I'll never get it back
I'll never get us back
I'm sorry for that
I made your life a living hell
I hope it still treats you well
I watched how far you fell
I never should've
Left you there alone
I guess you told me so
I know I'm the one to blame
We're one in the same
I f*cked up so bad
Trying to give you
What
I never had