I Know I'm to Blame Video (MV)

I told you that I loved you
And I still feel the same
You'd have no reason to believe me
And I know that I'm to blame

I can't tell you that I'm sorry now
And I'm still trying to figure it out
How to go on without you

It gets harder now everyday
I don't have the words to even explain
Why I still feel this way

I know this was hard for you
And I pushed you away
I pushed you away

I've been feeling guilty now everytime
I think about you and ask myself
Why, I still can't get over you

But now it's too late
I've made too many mistakes
I just wanna tell you that I'm sorry
Somehow

If I could go back now
I feel like just somehow
I'd have the right words to say
You wouldn't have to walk away

But you know that's not the truth
No matter what I still love you
I always loved you

I know I put you through hell
You've dealt with it so well
Didn't want it to ever have to end this way

I did you wrong I know
I said I told you so
I've lost all hope
My world's gone up in smoke
I should've never let you go

I just miss you
And I'm sorry for all that I've put you through
I just hope one day you'll forgive me too

I know you never wanted this
You were always haunted by this
And I'm to blame
I'm to blame

I still think about you time and time again
Wondering if I could just be friend
But you probably don't want that
And baby I get that

I know it's been tough
You're stuck in the rough
But you can get out of it
I never really doubted it
I just acted wrong

Now I'll never get it back
I'll never get us back
I'm sorry for that

I made your life a living hell
I hope it still treats you well
I watched how far you fell
I never should've

Left you there alone
I guess you told me so

I know I'm the one to blame
We're one in the same
I f*cked up so bad
Trying to give you

What
I never had