Ghost Key - Absence Lyrics

You're holding hands with absence
While I'm running out of time
Losing focus on what's important
You could disappear in the blink of an eye

While you're here
I can't help but think
That when you leave
I won't deserve any of our memories

I haven't done enough
But you gave me everything
When you leave
I won't deserve any of our memories

No one's surprised
Somehow I made this about me
You raised me better than this
But I let you down over and over again

Just know when you look at me
I've always had the best the intentions
I broke your heart when I fell out of rhythm
I hope you can forgive me

I'm not who I used to be
Letting you down is my new routine
You kept the lights on and the deadbolt loose
And even with an open door I'm still not walking through

I don't deserve these memories

While you're here
I can't help but think
That when you leave
I won't deserve any of our memories

I haven't done enough
But you gave me everything
When you leave
I won't deserve any of our memories

I've never felt a greater disappointment
Than the day you asked why I stopped visiting

You're holding hands with absence
While I'm lost inside my head
I failed you once before
And I know I'll fail you again

I know I'll fail again