Absence Video (MV)

You're holding hands with absence
While I'm running out of time
Losing focus on what's important
You could disappear in the blink of an eye

While you're here
I can't help but think
That when you leave
I won't deserve any of our memories

I haven't done enough
But you gave me everything
When you leave
I won't deserve any of our memories

No one's surprised
Somehow I made this about me
You raised me better than this
But I let you down over and over again

Just know when you look at me
I've always had the best the intentions
I broke your heart when I fell out of rhythm
I hope you can forgive me

I'm not who I used to be
Letting you down is my new routine
You kept the lights on and the deadbolt loose
And even with an open door I'm still not walking through

I don't deserve these memories

While you're here
I can't help but think
That when you leave
I won't deserve any of our memories

I haven't done enough
But you gave me everything
When you leave
I won't deserve any of our memories

I've never felt a greater disappointment
Than the day you asked why I stopped visiting

You're holding hands with absence
While I'm lost inside my head
I failed you once before
And I know I'll fail you again

I know I'll fail again